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[12 Jul 2004|01:35am]
this might be my last update in this journal.

i'm working on a new one.
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[08 Jul 2004|01:18am]
so its about 1 oclock in the morning, and right this very second i hate everything about myself.

dont comment.
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[06 Jul 2004|09:35pm]
gasping for another breath. waiting for an ambulance. raised my hands and swore my vows. screamed until my lungs gave out. with a heavy heart and steady hands i'll fight until the bitter end. this is life, an intersection, headlights vs. gravity and gaining back my dignity. this is love, you , driving me back to the emergency room.
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[03 Jul 2004|01:07pm]
i changed my mind about the friends only thing, maybe next week or something.

a.) because i dont know how to do it


b.) because i'm getting a brand new livejournal in the next few days

sorry to dissapoint everyone. ^__^
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strike 2 [29 Jun 2004|10:37pm]
you all shoulda been at the across five aprils show sunday. i was there and you werent. it was amazing, i love that band. (and steve, drew, and zak.... good guys)

just got back from barrymores, talk about sweet. with alley, felis, hannah, her bf nick (good man), and juxhin and brad were there. good stuff. me and brad had a hardcore water balloon sling contest. i so won. i need money. i spend it all in like a day.

omg the tigers are sweet. love it.

since i have the worst back in the world, im gonna go lay on the inversion table. its killing me.

one more argument and this journal will be friends only.
i dont wanna hear it anymore.
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[27 Jun 2004|04:59pm]
stop arguing in my journal.
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in or out? [20 Jun 2004|02:54pm]
it feels good for school to be over. im taking drivers training. watch out.

i wanna go to the mall again, because when me and jaf went i didnt have money. but now i do. bam. im gettin a tayshaun jersey. but i have to find a REAL nike one and not bootlegs.

happy fathers day all you fathers.

bens party was fun last night. met a lot of new people. if your one of those people that i met, hi five. good stuff.

im burned.

wish i had a............ glass of water.

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i let my tape rock 'til my tape popped [13 Jun 2004|12:59pm]
good weekend.

chaos, of course, with hendley, tommy boy, and jaf.

last night, chaos, of course, graduation parties ;).

fun stuff.

pistons game tonight, word. rip's gonna tear it up. at least 25 points, and you give me a dollar for as many points as he gets after that. deal.


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[10 Jun 2004|12:55pm]
math exam tomorrow. bummer.

i hate when the pistons lose. i didnt have any money on that game so thats kind of a plus. we're gonna win tonights game


been hoopin it up like crazy this week. cant wait till next time

ps. i seen alyssa yesterday :)

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two steps in the right direction, one off a cliff [05 Jun 2004|10:05pm]
its 10 oclock on a saturday night, and here i am sitting home alone.

i lost the ping pong tournament at toms house. kyle hendley is a super ping pongist. hes my new coach. if you think about it, life is a lot like ping pong. you can win the volley, and put topspin on your serve, and have good defense, but when push comes to shove, you always end up hitting the ball off the table or netting. mines like that anyways. whatever.

your giving me such a head ache. my carbon monoxide detector keeps going off. its driving me nuts.

if youll excuse me, i have some basketballing to do.

i wanna get out of school now.

to be continued.

be careful.
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"the art of living, is more like wrestling than dancing" - Mareus Auerelius [25 May 2004|07:36pm]
i hope you send a letter from venus. possibly a postcard from mars. I hope that jupiter makes you happy but you'll forget to send a card. so while you're sailing the deep black sky I hope you forget how to fly and you plummet out of control, my little meteor, and fall into our precious atmosphere. and I hope you miss the earth on your way back home and fall into the sun so I never have to look in your lying eyes again. (ive got a million things to say to you and i only have a minute to get it all out. i wish i could shove all your words straight down your throat and watch you choke so you'll never steal my heart again. don't steal my heart again.) dissolve into the sun.
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577 since the beginning [20 May 2004|06:34pm]
i hate this stupid place. im leaving.

i saw the photos of all the iraqi prisoners abuse,

and im sorry to say but the one where they put the undies over the guy's head was priceless. i crack up whenever i see it.

im starting a new cadence, called electric tricycle. way better than dr. aif.

no internet still. we're working on it though.
i need a.................. banana.

right back at ya.
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[18 May 2004|03:42pm]
i miss you all.
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what do eskimo's and pies have in common? [14 May 2004|11:41pm]
ive missed everyone online. well just certain people.

i love basketball. me and john play a lot. go pistons. i got money on the game tonight. weeeeeeee.

you guys dont have to leave me comments lol. i probably wont get them for the longest time anyways. i wanna go to a show.

john is a cool guy. he just made me some chocolate milk. what a guy.

i want more captain crunch. with crunch berrys. they are the best. go captain go

i'm gonna go. i might update in the morning.

oh well.

herby dweller longbottom
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youve got style, kid, youve got style [01 May 2004|12:10pm]
sorry i havent been on lately.

good show last night.

we lost our first game.

how much would it suck to be a rock. they dont even do anything. theyre always there. and no one talks to them, and they can't talk back. they never get to do anything. they cant even move. i wonder what they think about. or if they wonder if they can think at all. can rocks really think? i think so.

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breathe in and hold tight [20 Apr 2004|07:38pm]
i had a fairly good weekend. fun was had. i took natalie out to lunch friday, it was nice. its good to see everyone once again. i kinda wanted to play pokemon though, but i stuck to uno. i decided that after nearly 2 years, me and britney spears are through. she goes around to much. we're on not-so-good terms now. i dont understand boyfriends and girlfriends. some of them are irritating. you kids tell eachother that you love your teletubbie relationship, and the train just keeps on going, until finally its derailed. i hate when people say they miss someone, and they live right down the street or if its someone you see every single day. truly missing someone is the hardest thing ever. get a clue. if you dont see your valentines day lover that you buy chocolate for and a teddy bear for one day, or maybe even two, no one cares. especially me. i'm reading romeo and juliet. now thats a true frigin love story. try reading that and figuring out what love is. shakespeare knows whats up. edgar allen poe, he knows whats up. except he was a nut. a big weirdo. but sometimes you have to be. love isnt about understanding. its about not understanding. i want to play pokemon.

the end.
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a different kind of prohibition [17 Apr 2004|07:30pm]
[ mood | dont try to move ]

"mayday," said the man that they call lonliness, "this ship is going down and its taking you with us." the aquired smell some live for, some hope for, and makes others cringe with dissolution, is making its way into our treasured source of air. taking a walk in my shoes might not be such a good idea, because the sidewalk is flooded and they wouldnt fit right on you. try breathing, it helps.

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i cant see with my eyes closed (so shut them tight) [17 Apr 2004|04:22pm]
has anyone ever asked you, "what if the sky was green and the grass was blue, and the ocean was orange and the horizon was purple?" thinking about that today, i figured out that if the sky was green, and the grass was blue, and the ocean was orange and the horizon was purple, that no one would really care. because it would be the normal thing. sure, the world would look totally different than it is now, but after a while people would just accept it and it would just be considered natural. i'll bet someone out there would look at the sky, and the grass, and the ocean, and the horizon, and wonder what it would be like if the grass was green, and the sky was blue, and the ocean was blue(er) and the horizon was orange, yellow, and red (sometimes pink). i'll bet they'd go to their little livejournal and post about their thoughts. im gonna go.

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masquarades and detinations [15 Apr 2004|01:05pm]
excited for the show tomorow. i havent seen the weakend play in a while. just a couple weeks though i guess.

wish scott and john could go. but sucks for them, they went on vacation. ha.

2 days in a row me and jordan almost got busted by cops again. we were about to get on a high speed chase with a security guard. it was hardcore.

guess who has over $200? guess who's gonna make it last for more than 2 weeks.

good day.
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So are you in or out on this one way ticket care of a falling bomb? [13 Apr 2004|11:17pm]
hey you, come and sing me an honest song and leave out all the gory details.
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im so tired. i havent slept for over 48 hours. what am i doing up? i should be getting rest.

im not enjoying spring break as much as i should. but i had an excellent time at the walny residents yesterday. we'll have to do it again soon.

the light of this computer is so bright. its hurting my eyes, which is hurting my head.

i hope everoyne had a good easter.

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